Izzit you all or izzit me?

i tried my best to be ur best fren/daughter. i tried my best to keep quiet. but no matter how hard i try, i am always the one who get a scolding. izzit me or izzit you all? i tried my best to please you all. but i'm always the one who is lost. no one wans to tell me wad i hav done wrong. yes, the expectations for me from you all is 5% but my best is only 3%. put yourselves in my boots and think of me. i tried my best to keep away from you all in case you all will be upset when you see me. wad you wan me to do? lock myself in jail? in my room? in a cupboard? or wad?! is not tat i dun wan to tok to you all its jux tat i am afraid tat i might offend you. no matter if i'm quiet or not, i'm still the one at fault. i really dun noe wad i hav done wrong. if you are kind enough, pls tell me. i really dun noe god sent me down to earth for wad? to let you all scold me? so tat you all will not be angry? or even hit me? insult me? i had done my very best. but no1 appreciate wad i've done. i mean no1 even noe tat i'm dere. when you all needed me, you all say lots of nice words. but when you dun need me, you tink i'm ur dog and scold me. Hey! i hav feelings too! i'm not ur house dog. ur not my master. i dun hav to listen or please you. but i chose to do so. not because i'm scared of you. because i dun wan to lose you. i hav a limit too. when my limit is over, i shout too. but you all din noe. its not tat i dun tell you. its because you all chose not to noe. wad hav i done? i really dun noe. i beg you. i kneel down and beg you. forgive me and tell me. i beg you..............................................................